Once again we are arguing just as friends often do.
But this argument is different than the 20 before. This time we agree & we know it but simply cant stop.
I say your being disrespectful & you apologize.
I say your being condensending & you tell me how sincerely intelligent I am.
Your saying all the right things but I cant hear u bcuz your not saying what I want to hear.
I dont want 2 hear how much u respect me or how smart & talented I am.
I want to hear how much you love me & will never leave me.
I want to hear how you believe we can conquer all odds & create a beautiful family.
You can apologize all day long about what u said but you cant apologize for not knowing what I want, bcuz I’m too afraid to tell you.
I d rather argue until my dreams of love & passion give away to reason.
I rather keep pointing out your faults & deficiences in order 2 cool my intense desire for you.
I rather see u as a grossly flawed man instead of the divine being that can wrap me in his arms & quiet all my fears.
But you wont because for now we are just two friends arguing again.